Hear me out for a minute. I don’t fit in. The problem is, I don’t think I want to.
I did not grow up in church. I grew up heathen. I was lost in my sin and thought that God was ok with it. I knew that Jesus was the son of God who died for my sins on that cross. I knew that he rose from the dead. I knew that He was and is God. That seems to be enough these days, but it did not seem to be enough for God.
One day I encountered the living God. He absolutely invaded my life and knocked everything else off of the pedestal of my life. At that moment He became the pearl of great price Matthew 13:45-46 for which I traded everything else in my life for. That was it.
So I find myself today in a Christianity that seems to have had some other entryway than I went through and I wonder to myself if I missed something.
When I am around other Christians I would like to talk about Jesus. If I ever find myself in another men’s meeting that looked no different than any other business networking event I will simply go home and play with my children. At least I would have done something with eternal value.
I believe that we should sin less tomorrow than we did today; and that should not happen by chance. That should be a primary focus. Love God hate the devil. One or the other is not enough.
I was recently accused of being weak and offendable because I said that a new believer should not be allowed to invite his lost friends to get onstage with him to lead Sunday morning worship. I could not believe that this was debatable. Is this the best the church has to offer? And if so, do I have to accept that?
Am I religious because when I go to a meeting of the called out ones I want people who have answered the call to be separate to lead the meeting? If someone is not close enough to Christ to realize that his lifestyle if filthy I don’t think they should be in a place of ministry. Does that make me a Pharisee? I don’t buy into the notion that all sins are the same. The thought that it doesn’t make a difference if we simply thought about a sin or are currently in it without repentance is total nonsense to me. I think Jesus was making the point that we should strive to be more holy because none are perfect. Not that holiness is futile. Does that make me a works-centered humanist?
I ask these questions but I do not know that I care about the answers. I am on fire for Jesus. I know that my sin is a reproach to Him. I am going to continue to tell other believers that their sin is the same. I want to be around others who will tell the same to me.
I have no desire to be in a church that sets the bar so low that any unconverted person feels at home. Church meetings are supposed to equip the saints to do the work of the ministry. Not a place where convicted consciences are soothed with soft words of a false hope. From my perspective that’s what lots of people are advocating. And I simply do not want to go along with it.
Maranatha!
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Our pulpits are filled with people eager to tell what the Scriptures mean instead of preaching what the Scriptures say. Everything is up for interpretation and personal analysis. We have been robbed of absolutes and the Kingdom of God has suffered because of it.
There is nothing more relevant than the Advent. Nothing more relevant than the God who takes away sin and transforms lives. Lessons on how to live happy and wealthy lack the life changing power of the Gospel yet the church has been taught to settle for that.
Maranatha!